taking my anger out on.. my car?

It's a wonder my car still moves some days. I take my anger out on it. Drive it like you stole it is definitely my philosophy when I'm mad. I know that's stupid but I can't help it. I got so mad the other day I kicked my car, guess who it hurt. Me, not the damn car. It didn't solve anything but make my foot hurt. I guess at least I'm not going around beating up people, which I have done. I need to find an outlet for my anger which I manage to have a lot of now. I told my friends we should join a kickboxing class or something & they laughed.. Really. It'd be a good workout, we could protect ourselves if we needed it and I could take my frustrations out. Then I said I was going to go to a range and shoot, that was even more funny to them. I've shot a gun before people. I'm not some delicate little girl. I will figure something out, except taking it out on my car. I need it until Jacob gets home at least.





I don't get why we all take our anger out on inappropriate things. Why not just say something to the moron that pissed us off? Or if it isn't a specific person why not have a strong drink and bitch about it to friends and get over it? I am so guilty of taking my anger out in all the wrong places, I am working on it. But I am a work in progress.